PLEASE NOTE: THERE IS TO
BE NEW EMETOPHOBIA SURVEY IN 2001, HEADED BY A CONSULTANT PSYCHIATRIST IN
PARTNERSHIP WITH GUT REACTION. PLEASE SEE LATEST
NEWS PAGE FOR FURTHER INFORMATION.
SAMPLE RECRUITMENT : Between Autumn 1995 and Spring 1998,
over 750 replies were been received in response to national press appeal and
features in regional newspapers, retirement magazine - 'Choice', health magazine
- 'Top Sante', features in 'Best', 'Woman' and 'Woman's Realm' magazines and via
UK self-help groups such as First Steps to Freedom, No Panic, Anxia and the
National Phobics Society. Respondents replied with letters giving details of
their symptoms and were sent a questionnaire to complete and return, often
enclosing a further letter giving a deeper insight into problems and treatment
obtained. Due to the recruitment method for the sample, there was a heavy bias
towards female respondents (95%) although many men also suffer.
PROFILE : The mean age of onset is 9.35 years (range 3-28)
while the mean current age of sufferers is 36 years (range 21- over 70) giving a
mean of 26.6 years spent suffering from emetophobia. Most sufferers had no idea
what had initially triggered their phobia but some were able to recall
unpleasant childhood experiences of vomiting. 24% had a friend or relative with
some degree of emetophobia. Emetophobia is often a closely-guarded secret and
many sufferers (21%) had confided only in their partner while others had
suffered in silence for years (4%), making elaborate excuses to avoid
potentially difficult situations or social engagements. 70% of sufferers were
employed (including self-employed and/or working from home) but very few had
explained their phobia to any work colleagues. Apart from their emetophobia, 94%
of respondents felt they had fair (25%) to good (51%) or excellent (17%) health.
GP RESPONSE : 66% had consulted their GP which suggests their
symptoms had become distressing and that they wished to take positive steps to
overcome the phobia. In many cases, due to shame and embarrassment, sufferers
approached their GP only as a last resort having tried hypnotherapy and other
alternative therapies without success. Of these, only 31% found their GP fairly
or very understanding/sympathetic while others felt their GP did not understand
the problem or they met a negative reaction such as being told to "get a
job". 35% were referred to a Clinical Psychologist, 23% to a Psychiatrist,
10% to a Psychiatric Nurse and 5% to a Counsellor. A later small-scale GP survey
revealed that the majority of GP's felt their training did not equip them to
effectively treat phobias and they were only too glad to pass on phobic patients
to the Mental Health Services. Of various Specialists who responded,
anaesthetists were the most familiar with emetophobia and were sympathetic
towards it.
TREATMENT METHODS USED : Methods used by such included basic
counselling and talking about the problems or maintaining 'Anxiety Diaries' and
recording panic attacks and 'dysfunctional thoughts'. Few emetophobes referred
to a Clinical Psychologists were given specific tasks to undertake although one,
whose emetophobia had a largely social context, claims to have benefited from
tasks such as practising exiting meetings and other anxiety-provoking
situations. A small number of other sufferers were asked to watch a 'vomit
video' but ceased attending therapy sessions as the anxiety and tension became
unbearable. One sufferer had to carry a glass jar containing vomit and empty a
vomit bowl down a toilet. While she feels she may have been desensitised to some
extent from the sight of vomit, her fear of herself vomiting shows no
improvement. Others reported being unable to eat properly after undergoing this
form of treatment and were hospitalised for up to one year and fed via an IV
drip (7 respondents) while the remainder still have difficulty eating several
years later and at least seven feel able to consume only fluids and liquid diets
such as Complan. One Clinical Psychologist devised a list of symptoms to
confront ranging from abdominal pain, dizziness, giddiness, faintness and nausea
to actual vomiting (stimulated via administration of an emetic). However, this
programme was too impractical to pursue since the nausea was not
situation-related and symptoms could not be created 'upon command' during
sessions. Where emetophobes had suffered vomiting during their phobic years,
several admitted they felt better immediately after vomiting but the fear
remained and was actually escalated in many cases (and sometimes led to
hospitalisation), hence confrontation does not appear to provide any lasting
benefit. Relaxation and deep-breathing exercises were sometimes helpful in
dealing with anxiety in general, but did not begin to tackle the underlying
emetophobia problem.
MEDICATION : 36% of sufferers were prescribed anti-emetic
drugs: Stemetil 15%, Maxolon 13%, Motilium 8%, Fentazin 1% and Cinnarizine 1%,
while 25% received anti-depressants, the most common of these being
Clomipramine. Later respondents have found some benefit from Seroxat for panic
disorder but often discontinued treatment due to side-effects of nausea. 10%
received Diazepam while a further 8% received another type of tranquilliser and
3% were prescribed Propranolol. Whilst anti-depressants may have reduced
generalised anxiety by sedating the patient, they did not seem to help the
phobia. Anti-emetics such as Stemetil (prochlorperazine), Motilium (domperidone)
and Maxolon (metoclopramide) were felt to have a greater benefit (which could
have been partly psychological 'reassurance') than any benefits gained from
psychological methods such as rationalisation, positive thinking and relaxation
exercises. Diazepam helped relieve some anxiety in the short-term, but did not
tackle the root problem of the fear of vomiting.
NAUSEA/PANIC ATTACK TRIGGERS included: travelling, hearing
about circulating stomach bugs, seeing or hearing someone vomit - including
simulated vomiting scenes on TV, PMS, menstruation, stomach/abdominal pain,
diarrhoea, hunger, fatigue, being away from home, and migraine. 15% suffered
from IBS, 6% suffered migraine, a further 6% suffer from diagnosed vertigo/balance
disorders and 7% suffer from a gastric/duodenal ulcer - all of which can trigger
symptoms of nausea.
FREQUENCY OF ATTACKS - 26% experienced nausea up to six times
per month, 16% - 7-12 times, 22% - 13-20 times, 22% - 21-31 times and 14%
experienced some nausea every day. The duration of attacks varied considerably:
35% felt sick for up to three hours , 11% for 4-6 hours, 5% for 7-11 hours, 8%
for 12-24 hours and 12% suffered nausea lasting between 24-72 hours suggesting
this could be more than a mere panic reaction. During this period sufferers
strive to distract themselves from their nausea as far as possible by sucking
antacids or strong mints reading, listening to relaxation tapes, watching TV,
deep breathing and most go to bed if possible. Of the first 75 responses
received, 63% were phobic about feeling nauseous and the fear of the fear of
either/both nausea and/or vomiting. The fear of themselves or others vomiting
scored equally at 77% while 80% also worried about vomiting in public. From the
full sample of respondents, 67% preferred to be at home, ideally with a
supportive partner nearby (24%) incase needed, or alone (17%). Only 5% always
feel as if they are actually going to vomit, 16% often feel they might, 50%
occasionally feel they will, 25% rarely feel they will while only 3% are
relatively confident that they will NOT actually vomit.
SYMPTOMS - A summated rating score has been calculated for
each of the following symptoms.
SUMMATED FREQUENCY SCORES
SYMPTOM
SUMMATED
FREQUENCY SCORES %
SUMMATED
FREQUENCY SCORES %
adjusted
for zero scores or non-response:
unadjusted
scores
urge to
escape situation
97
76
heavy,
churning stomach
95
69
panic
attack
92
87
bowel
disturbance
86
76
nauseous
stomach
86
76
sweating
85
75
nauseous
head
78
53
dizziness/giddiness
76
60
indigestion/belching
75
57
faintness
69
50
choking
sensation in throat
69
46
stomach
contents 'rising'
63
44
visual
disturbance
59
27
acidic
taste in mouth
58
33
An open-ended question generated a list of other
symptoms/reactions to nausea including: uncontrollable shaking, tearfulness,
weakness, poor co-ordination and fatigue - all being typical panic responses.
VOMITING FREQUENCY - despite suffering from frequent nausea,
emetophobes display a high level of 'vomiting continence' and rarely seem to
actually vomit compared with the average person who might vomit once or twice
per year. 46% had not vomited at all for more than 10 years (some of whom had
not vomited for well over 30+ years). 56% had not vomited in the last 6 years
and only 24% had vomited in the last 3 years.
EFFECT ON QUALITY OF LIFE - sufferers clearly feel their
lifestyle is controlled by their emetophobia which places many restrictions on
the activities they may pursue or enjoy, sometimes to the extent that
emetophobia becomes a lifestyle in itself. In several cases marriages had been
adversely affected since sufferers did not wish to get physically close to their
partner incase they caught any infection, sometimes marriage had been avoided or
postponed to avoid the stress of the ceremony or commitment to a specific
activity on a set day. A few emetophobes confessed confidentially their
sex-lives had been affected and/or sex-drive lost and one respondent admitted to
undergoing a course of 'Sex Therapy' to try to tackle the phobia using an
'indirect' approach.
A summated difficulty-rating score has been calculated for
each of the following activities:
SUMMATED DIFFICULTY SCORES
ACTIVITY
SUMMATED
DIFFICULTY SCORES %
SUMMATED
DIFFICULTY SCORES %
CAN DO WITH
EASE %
adjusted for zero
score/non-response
unadjusted scores
pregnancy*
86
55
16
overseas holidays
81
74
2
undergoing hospital
treatment
76
63
8
working full-time**
73
34
33
business travel
72
46
9
using public
transport
71
60
8
eating at restaurant
69
61
6
eating at
friend/relative's house
69
58
10
working part-time**
69
29
36
taking prescribed
medication
67
58
6
accepting social
invitations
65
56
6
travelling as
passenger in car
64
53
10
eating varied,
balanced diet
61
42
22
taking UK holiday
60
52
6
visiting
theatre/cinema
60
49
13
going out for day
trip
59
51
6
* Pregnancies, in many cases, were
accidental rather than planned and relatives were often living nearby to help
with sick children when required.
** Despite employment difficulties, wide
ranges of occupations were represented throughout the social strata (B-E
inclusive). Some sufferers are self-employed or have been forced into working
from home due to their phobia and fear of catching bugs.
This indicates a large degree of difficulty in undertaking a
range of 'normal' activities and illustrates the debilitating effects of
emetophobia on a sufferer's quality of life. An analysis of the above reveals
that 67% feel their employment opportunities are limited, 92% would find it
difficult or refuse to undergo medical treatment/investigations, 97% would be
hesitant to take prescribed medication without first checking for side-effects
of nausea/vomiting. Only 8% are happy to use public transport and 90% have
difficulty travelling as a passenger. A UK holiday presents far less difficulty
than an overseas trip but nearly all sufferers, 94%, are unable to go away on
holiday with ease and the same proportion have some difficulty eating away from
home.
OTHER PHOBIAS - A very small proportion of respondents
referred to the presence of other phobias. Of this group, agoraphobia accounted
for 34% of these 'other phobias', insects/wasps/spiders (14%), claustrophobia
(13%), social phobia (11%). Many of these respondents claimed to suffer with
multiple phobias ie they felt their agoraphobia, claustrophobia and/or social
phobia was directly caused by their emetophobia. It was also felt that these
latter phobias were 'socially acceptable' but that emetophobia was not. The
remaining sufferers' conditions (ie phobias of flying, deep water, heights,
dental phobia) were described as very mild and not particularly incapacitating
or too distressing.
FEELINGS ABOUT EMETOPHOBIA - only 14%
feel their
emetophobia has improved over recent years, 37% feel there has been no change
while the majority (49%) feel their condition has deteriorated. 75% feel
despairing about their phobia, 73% are depressed by it and 31% have felt
suicidal at some stage. Only 2% feel any optimism. An open-ended question
generated expressions of disappointment, sadness and frustration with the
condition via terms such as: restrained, controlled, fed up, let down, anger at
being unable to beat it, ruins and dominates life, life is passing by, feel very
alone with problem, ashamed, feel a failure and unable to lead a normal life.
Additionally, respondents commented they felt their emetophobia was affecting
their health in other ways such as being unable to accept medical treatment when
it was required, tooth decay due to constantly sucking strong mints, excessive
use of antacids and indigestion remedies and a reluctance to attend a GP's
surgery when suffering from an illness due to the fear of catching another
infection, the stress of the consultation and the fear of drug/treatment
side-effects. Three respondents referred to their refusal of chemotherapy
or radiotherapy for cancer treatment. There was a general feeling that
the medical profession are not very interested in this condition which is often
regarded simply as a symptom of a neurotic personality or 'all in the mind'.
Some GP's had never heard of emetophobia while others said it was as common as
arachnophobia. One even confessed he was mildly emetophobic himself.
QUALITATIVE INSIGHTS : accompanying, descriptive letters have
given a qualitative insight into how sufferers' lives are affected and the
extreme behaviour followed to avoid anyone who is ill or the risk of contracting
any infection. A selection are listed:
A mother spending the entire
night standing at the far end of a 130' garden, up to ankles in snow, to avoid
hearing retching
Jumping out of a car in
moving traffic, on a busy road, when another passenger felt sick
Parents sleeping on back lawn
for entire summer incase their children should be ill in the night
Sleeping on the kitchen floor
when family members are ill
Wearing ear plugs every night
incase someone in the family should be sick
Parents calling unknown
passers-by off the street to calm sufferer down when their child was feeling
ill
Self-discharging from
hospital too early after treatment when neighbouring patients were sick, or
there was a risk they might be sick
Being discharged from
hospital prematurely as emetophobe's condition deteriorated after
seeing/hearing another patient vomit
Living in total isolation
from others with broken relationship, shopping by mail-order and receiving
groceries via home delivery service to avoid coming into contact with anyone
who might be infectious
A 21 year old emetophobe
having all her teeth extracted due to extensive decay since she could not
tolerate a mouthful of foamy-toothpaste in order to brush her teeth
Abandoning a sick child or
calling on relatives to care for their sick child; climbing out of bedroom
window, running to taxi rank and turning up at parents' house in middle of
night when husband was ill
Isolating themselves from
household when someone feels ill, wearing a mask when venturing from
'safe/uncontaminated' room
Not eating for several days
after coming into contact with someone who is/has been/feels ill; discreetly
enquiring about friends/relatives health over the previous week before
agreeing to meet them
Carrying a plastic carrier
bag everywhere - just in case
Replacing toilets upon moving
house; buying a caravan to live in front garden while wife suffered stomach
bug in house
Sufferers often have exclusive
use of their own toilet. Where this is not possible and the toilet has been
used by someone who is/has been/feels ill, then the emetophobic will not use
this toilet under any circumstances.
Avoiding licking lips and
wearing lip salve in public places then wiping it off on return to
home/car/'uncontaminated' area
OCD tendencies(?) e.g. wearing
certain colours and avoiding any 'vomit colours', ensuring washing pegged on
line does not resemble a vomiting posture, excessive health-monitoring,
pre-occupation with symptoms, rituals, self-talk: "Do this and I won't be
sick"
Many sufferers avoided use of
the terms 'sick' or 'vomit', referring to 'it', 'the dreaded' or 'the worst'
in their responses. One could not complete the questionnaire since it was 'too
disturbing' and wrote a general letter full of intriguing euphemisms
CONCLUSION : Emetophobia, clearly, can be a most distressing
and debilitating condition - probably more so than other phobias since the
sufferer can NEVER escape from his/her fear. It can affect every aspect of a
sufferer's life and that of their friends and families. In some cases, the
sufferer becomes a virtual social recluse to avoid contact with others. In all
cases, sufferers feel that every day is a battle and barely a day (or night-
since vomiting often features vividly in dreams) passes without them being
affected, to some extent, by their emetophobia.
General awareness of the phobia appears low amongst the
medical profession and many practitioners do not appear to know how to treat the
condition which is both unpleasant, and, unless an emetic is deliberately
administered, is less easily confronted than other phobias. Possibly they are
unaware of extent to which it affects sufferers' lives and its far-reaching
effects since sufferers often find they cannot communicate their fears to anyone
other than another sufferer and merely talking about it can bring on feelings of
anxiety, nausea and panic, during which it is difficult to talk. Cognitive
therapy involving rationalisation can help put the fear into perspective but the
phobia still tends to persist. Counselling, hypnotherapy, aromatherapy and other
alternative treatments do not appear to provide any lasting benefit. Relaxation
and deep-breathing exercises are useful for general relaxation but sufferers
find them difficult and irrelevant when feeling nauseous since the feelings of
nausea overwhelm and dominate to the exclusion of everything else. Behavioural
Therapy can encourage sufferers to continue 'normal' activities but rarely
treats the actual phobia itself. Exposure to the fear, either graded, 'flooding'
or even deliberately inducing vomiting seems to reinforce the unpleasant nature
of vomiting and can actually add further to the phobia and it is noted that
emetophobes who do actually vomit for whatever reason, more often do not lose
their fear of it. However, when the sufferer fears OTHERS vomiting, rather than
themselves, systematic desensitisation by watching 'vomit videos', combined with
Cognitive and Behavioural Therapy can produce lasting results and a marked
reduction in the fear.
Emetophobia is not generally talked about and it is suspected
there are probably a large number of other sufferers, who have probably suffered
since their early childhood, whom this survey did not reach. However, since the
survey/research began in 1995, emetophobia is no longer an unknown condition but
has attracted media and medical attention and is now listed as the 5th most
common phobia.
NOTE:
IF you're having trouble being taken seriously by your doctor or therapist,
why not take along a printout of this page to help add credibility to your
case to stress that you're not alone and that emetophobia is a real problem
and affects many aspects of your life.